mezzoh

I havent been on DA for a looooooooooooong long long time >.> Ive been busy and not busy with stuff, well actually I was lazy through the whole last month. Im trying to get back into shape and back to my original buisness and what not, oh and I completley missed out on school, just for this semester only. Hmmmm, last night i was working on a sketch so i could paint it later then all of a sudden the retarded stupid ass computer shut down by itself and I didnt even SAVED my sketch (on Paint Tool SAI)!!! grrrrrrrrrahhhh I was so pissed I felt that I dont think I could do Art anymore and just give up on it forever. :( yeah, those kind of days *s

(darnit >3< cant get the stupid skin until i get a premium membership thingy) ill wait till october :3 ANYWAYS!!!!!!! Big fan of A.T., i made a couple of inspirational art as well butttt there arnt that good; im trying though lol hmmmm, so school got me holding back on almost everything-not saying its bad but its okay cause its an art university Just dont got the time to do chores in the house, make food like i always do or even go out sometimes (which i barely do <.<) Oh yeah, i finally got my AWSM Paint tool SAI license  x3 im so happy im gonna go eat donuts :3 speaking of donuts, my mom wont drive me to yum yum donuts (in

So im checking out other artist on here in DA and Im like DANG! these guys are like REALLY good i mean REALLYREALLY good haha, ive been drawing since i was like 8-9 yrs old but ive never accomplished something like what these artist made you know and it makes me wonder why am i left behind all of them maybe its the fact that i never really push myself to be a great artist or whatever or maybe cause im jusy plain ol'lazy lol so true....anyways ive gotta step up and get my talent on the go cause in the future i wanna be recognized by my work my art and everything i made i wanna hurry before someone steals MY ideas like how these companie